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Anne, Accepting the past is difficult. There are many events in my life that I cannot explain why they happened. I try to look at reality. The truth that Jesus Christ did what he did and that the creator of all loves me no matter what, gives me peace and hope.
We are eternal beings, here on earth I don t want to go by myself a short time. Soon, our tears will be wiped away forever. Now is the time to make a difference for others!
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So do many of us! But in truth, those are things you can work on and improve at. One thing you can practice is doing lots of nice, altruistic things for other people. Your family, strangers, a teacher. You can even make a list. Buying a coffee for the person behind you in line at Starbucks counts!
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I work very hard and I am a cleanly person. All these criticisms are breaking my heart, and leaving me in a constant state of anxiousness. I am never comfortable. I often wish myself away from family home, and back at my desk in work because it is one of the only places I feel accepted, and even there I am constantly on edge.
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I usually get up at 6AM and go to sleep at And here my mother comes again. I am a ddon student and I study everyday, but lately my focus has decreased.
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